AJ took a trip to visit me. I love when subs and sluts make this effort. It fills me with a particular kind of delicious anticipation, and I imagine it does for them, too. They have the length of the trip to think about what awaits them when they arrive, and I simmer perversely in this knowledge.
It was a fantastic session for me. AJ was the kind of player I very much enjoy: generous with his body, mind, and emotions. Zero reticence. Just total surrender.
An excerpt of what he wrote to me afterward:
“The time You allowed me to spend with You this weekend was enlivening and joyous and utterly unforgettable.
Your way of creating a shared flow-state in that room, yet accurately and shrewdly monitoring me and using Your keen observations to keep me safe made me feel cherished — even, perhaps perversely in the context, valued….
I especially enjoyed the way You initially brought me down into the proper headspace. … Looking back at what that felt like for me, it reminds me in some ways of the induction phase of hypnosis: Gradually taking me down then making me come back up then dropping me still deeper down, until I was entirely and abjectly vulnerable for Your whims.
As I mentioned, that was my first foray into meaningful impact play … It was a revelation. … [You] elevated me to a blissed-out version of subspace that was more bodily, more full, more intoxicatingly deep than the versions of subspace I had previously experienced with others.
Thank You so very much for allowing me to serve You; for being such a thoughtful and graceful steward of my own wellbeing throughout; and for opening new doors in me that I now know are there for the opening.”